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rodya (rodion) ([personal profile] axethrows) wrote in [personal profile] yuwon 2024-08-08 11:12 am (UTC)

... You know I got people sleeping near me right? I have to hold back so I don't wake up everyone.

[She sighs. Even with silence due to hesistation, she bites down on the "bullet" to give him an answer.]

You're going to tell me that I am overreacting and it's stupid, but fine. I'm mad, upset, and hurt because it took a mistake message to finally get a word back from you after silence for days.

I don't expect a response right away and I get if things are happening like you were in danger or something. I also want to let you have some space to yourself instead of taking up all your time, but if you never give me a reply for a long time and go off to talk to other people on the network, no matter if it's work related or not...

[She pulls her knees to her chest so she can rest her forehead against them along with hiding her face away from the world.]

It felt like I did something wrong and you are ignoring me on purpose as punishment. I'm trying not to ask a lot from you, but... [She stops there because she needs to collect herself again with a few breaths.]

I'm glad you are okay by seeing you talk and plan with others. I guess I am really overreacting, huh...

[Why is she blaming herself when its Yuwon's fault that he gave her silence...]

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